sandraholic:

Sometimes, we tend to push people away simply because we’re scared that if they stay, we might get too attached leaving some doubts that they’ll leave us soon so what we do is, we decide for them. We push them away even before we get attached, trying to lessen the pain it might cause. We push people away to not seem so vulnerable.

We push people away even if we know we want them to stay.
But hey, the ones who wants to stay will stay even if you push them away. 

Worst habit!

I have this bad habit of constantly making myself feel sad and I think it’s the worst habit I have! I don’t know what’s wrong with me that despite all the good vibes I have in a day, when I am about to sleep at night my train of thoughts just makes me feel really sad. You know, thinking if I am good enough at least for someone especially for my mom, if I have a chance with this someone I really really like, etc. I overthink too much and I make myself believe in this whole fairytale thing I’ve been making up in my head like all my life and then I end up sad, realizing that they aren’t gonna happen.

Goodbye Sweet May!

May was such a hectic yet fun month for me. It was academically challenging because it was an exam-filled month and I am happy and beyond grateful that I was able to get through all that very well. All my hardships and sacrifices were all worth it ‘cause it was indeed a productive month and I managed to pass eight quizzes and I even got the highest score for two quizzes in Chemistry. It really feels so nice to get a high result in quizzes when you studied hard for it. Even if it really doesn’t sound like me, I must say that studying can be pretty fun and enjoyable. And now I am welcoming June with a smile! Three more weeks and I will be free as a bird again!!! :—-)

Lost and insecure: A daughter who is never good enough.

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Here’s to the kids who were never good enough, no matter how hard they’ve tried, no matter how much they’ve achieved, no matter how many times they’ve been looked up to. This is the first time that I blog about it not because this is the first time I’ve felt it because God knows, this is a…

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Hii. I won’t be able to update this blog for a week or so ‘cause I have this thing called school to focus onto. Since I have a goal of not getting a 3 and a 5 this term, I need to work harder and focus more on my studies. I’m going to update this once in a while tho when time permits me. Enjoy your summer guise! :) :) Anyway, my twitter will remain active so follow @margeey if you want. Thank youu :D

@Laiya, Batangas

Oh how I missed the beach, the white sand and the clear water.